Tomorrow I’m going to move my room around. Sort out my Feng Shui or whatever. Do people still believe in that? Was it just a passing fad that Girlfriend printed an article about in 2002 which led to me to wrongly assume that all the adults lived by these rules?
When I was in high school, I remember the start of every term I tried to reinvent myself. I always imagined myself having a casual makeover ala every teen movie ever and finally leaving the whole ugly ducking thing behind. And since then, it’s kind of been a recurring theme. I’m always like tomorrow is going to be the start! The start of a new beginning where I’m healthier and more active and more interesting- whatever it is, be it body, social skills, intelligence, whatever it is in my crazy mind that is taking a hit at the time. But then it gets to then, and it’s like well I’ll start the diet tomorrow. Reading that super boring book can wait until another time.
But maybe tomorrow, maybe if I move some things around and try to not let my cynical mind in the way of this spiritual thing or whatever it is, maybe tomorrow will be that new start.
Oh no, it’s already tomorrow. So maybe I’ll start the diet on Tuesday.
(Source: fabulously-getting-fit)